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MeaningWhy Do I write?
My fingers create words but they carry no emotion nor feeling.
They simply exist to the eyes but not to the soul.
They carry empty threats, empty promises and messages that have no meaning.
The Pain and the Anger.
The Joy and the Happiness.
They have no meaning here. They are only placeholders for what I feel.
They are strangers to all except to whom they belong to.
They simply exist, as do I.
Why do I exist?
Who I Am 2But I digress...
Who Am I? Who really am I?
I was the one who dreamed in his head.
I was the one who thought he was a hero, but in reality, was nothing more than a joke.
I was the king of kings, who treated everyone fairly and ensured happiness to all.
I was the one everyone looked up to.
But then the dream ended, and I realized that I had none of that.
I had woken up from my dream.
I am not a hero or a savior. I am nothing, nobody, a failure.
I am the king of a broken kingdom, a world that has crumbled, for I have not brought happiness to anyone or anything.
I am a broken man who has been pummeled into the very Earth, and looked down upon by society.
I have lost it all. I am realizing now more than ever that I have let each and every one of you down in some way or another, and I am no longer worthy of carrying the imaginary grace that people have given me.
I am mortal.
Who I amI am a person, not a statistic
I am a lover, not a hater
I am a creator, not a destroyer
I am a human being, not a human doing
I stand for peace and harmony, not war and chaos
I am who I choose to be, not what others choose for me
I am who I am
And I won't change
Dead Man's SwitchIn control, then not -
Sudden loss of grip.
Headlong to where?
Details lost, smudged, streaked.
Careening; no system of
No dead man's switch,
On a fast track -
With or without a god?
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